broken..

i'm broken, i dont know which way to go :( this is really hurt me so bad. i dont know what to do. im afraid, im afraid to falling in love again, i'm afraid of broken heart, im afriad of tears. but i love you so much, i cant figure out all of this, i want to forget you. start a new paper a new life a new world. if i can ask for one thing, better i dont know you than i have to felt this way. take me to somewhere knew.i tried to not saw you tried to made me stronger, but i cant, you're too adorable to be forgotten, i adore you.


i just want to fix this, i've tried, but nothing. i wont hoping again, i just cant let go after it. why is everybody so confusing? they dont get it! i dont fine! i just.. cant figure out about this! im fine! im fine to say this, but deep inside i was nothing, like a piece of papers there's no ink on me, there's no you to complete me. this life is too hard for me, i cant stand anymore. like screaming.. AAAAAAAAAAAAA i cant.. set me free :( SOMEONE PLEASE SET ME FREE! i'm tired of this, i'm tired. my life's so dark, raining and cloudy, no sunshine, cause you're my sunshine. is anybody hear me? even you? i hope you hear me :").


i'm tired of reality, but i'll to be stronger day by day. you're my energy to face all of this, thanks for being part of my life, you're.. adorable. :") you made me stronger, even you dont know about my presence but i always here :) beside you whenever you need me, i'll running from a thousand miles just for you. 


i just want to find a place for me to be alone, just me. i hope there's a bit place in your heart for me to stay, SOMEDAY. i still hoping for that :) i'll be waiting until the time.