hey :) haha how are you guys? im nothing much.
why am i always feeling un use this way? am i really unsueful? insulting me lil bit. well, new story is, i have a new bf. he's really fascinating, im addicted to him. well, i know its too much butttt he really can understand about me. and he really knows what i mean, while i dont know at all. this is lil bit awkward, trully. and yknow, im in love. sometimes, i just wanna be the girl with 16th year old and doing some activity like another girl with 16th yo and their bf, but i think, im too much different, yea i am different.
sometimes, i feel sorry about everything to him specially. like i can treat him like another girls do, like im not uniqe this is weird and im sorry i cannot be what you want all the time. such like, hanging out every saturday night or friday night. im sorry i cant be the best while you expecting me to be. well, im sorry for everything, knowing that you love me so much and knowing that i am too, i feel.. awful.
well, that is my shortage my lack of this relationship, and i feel really really sorry :( i cannot be what you want and what youve expected. sometimes, i feel so sad with myself, why? why it has to be me? :"(
but onething you should know, i love you so much, more than anything :) just... dont let me go :) fight for me, loving me, only thats all :*
why am i always feeling un use this way? am i really unsueful? insulting me lil bit. well, new story is, i have a new bf. he's really fascinating, im addicted to him. well, i know its too much butttt he really can understand about me. and he really knows what i mean, while i dont know at all. this is lil bit awkward, trully. and yknow, im in love. sometimes, i just wanna be the girl with 16th year old and doing some activity like another girl with 16th yo and their bf, but i think, im too much different, yea i am different.
sometimes, i feel sorry about everything to him specially. like i can treat him like another girls do, like im not uniqe this is weird and im sorry i cannot be what you want all the time. such like, hanging out every saturday night or friday night. im sorry i cant be the best while you expecting me to be. well, im sorry for everything, knowing that you love me so much and knowing that i am too, i feel.. awful.
well, that is my shortage my lack of this relationship, and i feel really really sorry :( i cannot be what you want and what youve expected. sometimes, i feel so sad with myself, why? why it has to be me? :"(
but onething you should know, i love you so much, more than anything :) just... dont let me go :) fight for me, loving me, only thats all :*
